Well, yet another person who doesn't appreciate me or even thank me for the favours I do, or generosity-ness I show, but now, I could care less.

For some strange reason, I'm feelin perfect! Maybe it was the Fruit Punch Gatorade... or the fact that Amanda's close friend likes me. Either way, I feel great, and I owe it all to yelling and letting out my rage in verbal slanders to both Mike and Amanda. For years, I've done nothing but help people, and do things for people, no matter who, or what they've done to me. Just yesterday, I went out and bought some real expensive chocolates for Mike and Amanda to give to each other, not saying it was from me. I wasn't supposed to spend that money, since I was saving up for a guitar for myself, and a video game, but I did anyways. Go figure! I get to school, and Amanda on purposely ignores me, not knowing what I had done for them. I managed to give a box of chocolates to Mike for Amanda, but she wouldn't even speak to me, so I couldn't complete the other half of the plan. I told her that I did something for them, but with Mike around, she could care less about me.

Well, I've had it. I'm still going to remain nice, but when people treat me like shit, just like today, I'm not going to remain level-headed and kind any more to that particular person. It was ruining my life, and today, when Mike and Amanda phoned, I let 'em have it! Sure, it wasn't "me", but it felt great, letting them know how much they'd ruined my day, not to mention adding on to my problems.

So, anyways, I'm no longer sad!